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I'm trying to decide should I continue to write my blog or stop win I'm ahead.

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I love the family dinners. Maybe it's because I enjoy cooking so much. I spent this weekend going to fairs or festivals which ever there called. It rained quite a bit, but was still a lot of fun. I'm watching the Emmy's now and I think there trying to hard to be funny. I'll keep on watching.

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Well it's a rainy day in STL. It's perfect for having my treatment. I look around at new faces facing much worse treatment than myself. I hate seeing young teenagers coming in for Chemo. I try to imagine what must go through thier head. I think of my life that has been rich with love and laughter. Then I look over and really realize that life should just be beginning for them. It really is quite heart breaking. Time to go. I like getting out of here as soon as they let me.

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Just had a great family dinner. Jamie,Ford,and Shelby joined us. It was fun and good fiesta food. Bobby and Luke are getting ready to go to the big tournament up in Minnesota. I hope Jenni will be able to hook up with them. Cleaned out the garage today. I am also working on the guest bedroom. I've been keeping up with my power walking with Jamie, she is a good roll model for working out. I have to tell you though having that hysterectomy is making it so hard to take the extra 15 pounds off. I hate the fact that I am starting to get a stomach. Now I am going to have to take yoga for my core. I have really enjoyed being back in St. Louis. I still need to touch base with a lot of my friends here. I will get the time soon. My house is really coming along, but I need a handy man and I just don't have one on hand. Spent last weekend at this huge art fair in Clayton. I know I have some doctor appointments this week. I am pretty sure there is something I am suppose to do this weekend. I will have to get a calender. Age makes you forgetful sometimes. OK all the time.

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Just spent a great day with my kids and girlfriend at Forest Park. We ate, drank, laughed and played Horseshoes at forest park. We had so much fun just doing the family thing. You can't beat that. I had not a great week, but the weekend was pretty darn good. Friday we had a going away party for my brother-in-law Todd. He is on his way to Egypt. Last night I had Darren, Lynn, there daughter Sammy over for dinner. Unfortunately as they pulled up Lynn received some heart wrenching news about her sister up in Canada who had gotten in a biking accident. My heart and prayers go out to everyone in their family. It is unbelievable how in a fleeting moment your whole family lives can change. I try to hold on to my moments with my family and friends like they are precious jewels. I like to think that mine are all Ruby's, Diamonds, and Sapphires sparkling in the bright sunshine. I would like to pray to God that he just keeps my life on a steady keel. Please.