Sunday, July 25, 2010

MOMENTS


Last night was the service for Mike in his hometown of Greenville. It was at the Prespterian Church. It was a more formal type setting and quite lovely. After the cermony everyone was invited to the country club to toast the night away. Mike would have been so pleased. I am sure he was watching with a smile on his face and a gleam in his eye. Today we spent time with Todd and Soodi and there kids. A few cousins joined in the day. We went out on the lake and Billy Mike's cousin took us for a boat ride. It was so relaxing and I could remember the times Mike were together out there. I have to bury him tomorrow and I honestly can say I don't want to. That is a finale moment and I don't want it to be finale. It is starting to set in and I hate it with a passion. I want him back. I am trying to move past all of this, but the hurt is getting worse. I find myself just crying without control. What has happened to my life. Were is it going to go. Mike I want you back. I love you so much.

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