PRESENT

I made it to Kelowna Saturday night and have enjoyed every minute. We have had dinner together every night. I cleaned Bobby's room today didn't mind a bit. I just love having him around me. Cary and Cindy have been great for him. It is a home life that is missing ever since Mike left us. He has been really bad at keeping up with his homework, but I think he will turn himself around now. He just needed me to light a fire under his ass. My life is never going to be as fulfilled as it was, but I will have to learn all over again how to focus on my future. One day at a time is my new motto. I will tell you it is harder and harder each day to swallow the lump in my throat, or to fight away the tears that appear out of nowhere. Some how I will learn one day at a time. Mike I think about you every day and cry every night. I miss you so much. Good night honey.