PRESENT

My time is running out in this house that Mike and I built together. It is sad to look around and know that it won't be ours anymore. It is time for me to move on and that is OK. I would like to say that it is getting easier, but I guess I would be lying to myself. When I was on the cruise a gentlemen approached me and as much as I was flattered all I really wanted was for it to be Mike. The gentlemen didn't stand a chance. It hurts still to even think of Mike I loved him so much. I wish I knew how to move on. I will keep putting one foot on the floor every morning and push threw. My memories will stay strong as I move forward. I wish I could take the rose garden he and Bobby worked so hard planting for me as a surprise. The roses are so beautiful now.