PRESENT

Well it was a very uneventful evening last night. I don't know what I'm expecting to find. Maybe Mike come walking back into my life. We all know that's not going to happen. I can't really explain what I'm going through. I'm not really lonely or depressed. I'm kind of nothing. I go through each day like anyone else, but I have no one to really share it with. So I guess that's why I share it with you. My life is really good. Just empty. I suppose I need to fill it up. I'm think I'm going to take ballroom dancing. My niece is now taking it and I believe she is having fun. Maybe it will release some endorphins in me. I looked outside just now and the sun is shining and the rain is over. I think I'll go walk the park. OK I'm back. Didn't walk because I spent the whole day looking for my phone. Losing your phone will drive you nuts. If your anything like me I have very personal things on my phone. I had forgot that I put it up in Alex's room. Debbie slept there last night and her phone was dead. Thank God for my absent mind. Now I think I can go for that walk.