Alex

Yesterday was better. I walked Queeny with Penny. I had therapy which helped me a lot. We discussed the actions in my life that were negative with my daughter. She made me realize that I should not be there to fix her. She is a grown woman and the choices she makes should be her choices. Not so easy for a Mom that wants to leave her children in perfect situations when I leave. That is the thing with knowing your going to die. You feel this overwhelming respond ability to fix everything. You have to realize the world is not perfect and some things should just be left alone.
Alex and I went to the movies and out to dinner last night and we talked not screamed. I will agree it was much nicer. I'm just a mom who loves her children very much.