I was able to get through the rest of the week. I the kids birthday we had a full day. Breakfast out then on to the Butterfly house. From there a nap then Jenni and I took the kids to a carnival. Walker thought it was his birthday party. I rode a child's roller coaster with Georgia which I probably shouldn't have done. The next day I was in great pain. By Saturday night I ended up in the ER with severe back pain. They did an MRI on my back to check for any fractures. No fractures but my back is slowly detereating. I see my oncologist tomorrow. In my world it's very scary to have to make an unscheduled appointment with your doctor.. The kids and Jenni are gone and sometimes it's easier to face things by myself. I don't have to see the disappointment on anyone else's face. Due for another pain killer. Right now I don't miss a dose.