MOMENTS

I am having a very hard time coming home to reality. Mike seems to be getting worse and I don't know what to do. I can't stop crying. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to see what life use to be without the cancer. I have to face this is my life now and I hate everything about it. I now realize that we are running from the reaper. The only thing is I can still run but, Mike not so much. Being with my friends and family was so special to me. I want everyone to know I miss them very much and I feel so out of touch. Please be patient with me I am going through a very rough time.