PRESENT

I have decided to become more productive, starting today. After I get off the blog I intend to get on the treadmill. I haven't done much of anything since January. The only benefit of cancer was I lost 20 lbs and I don't want to put that back on. Then tomorrow I might paint a room so it will be easier to sell the house when it comes time. Probably at the end of August. We will just have to see. I still need to go car shopping which I hate with a Passion. I can't afford something I really want so it really comes down to getting a car that is reliable. Mike I think is turning the wrong direction again. I don't get it he is eating well, but doesn't really want to do much else. I think he needs more mind stimulation. I just have to push to get him out more.

PAST

Things were starting to get into a normal swing by late fall. I liked the teachers the kids have and Alex was slowly making new friends. We were spending time on the house, landscaping, and putting in the pool. We started to meet the neighbors. I joined a Bunco group, which I swore I would never do. Those 12 women took me a long way. Every month I looked forward with being with 12 women eating, drinking, and entertaining. Something I knew I was very good at. Yes the first year was starting off very well. Jenni was taking care of things back in LA, and I was becoming a nurturing mother who knew. Mike was growing WGAuthentic and was looked at with a lot of respect. He was trustworthy, honest, and dependable. We were attending all the Coyote Hockey games. Our social life was flourishing in Phoenix. We were smiling and having a good time once more.