Present

It is Monday morning and my day begins. Mike use to work for UPS and had a very small retirement plan of 103 dollars. I was just notified that I can't receive it until Mike would have been 65. That is 13 years from now. I asked could my children receive the money, because I have stage IV cancer. They said no. So chances are they are off the hook. What ass holes. I go to my accountant today I hope that goes better. I can't sweat the small stuff or things I can't control. I should get out of bed. I tried earlier and my body didn't seem to want to. I hope I don't fall into a funk. I hate FUNKS. Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment. I need some answers to a couple of hard questions. Hopefully he will be straight with me. I think I would like to be a little more active. I want to find out if I can play a little harder without breaking anything. I guess we will see. I loved going to the Glacier with Monli. I think I would like to do more adventures.