PRESENT

It snowed hard last night and I woke up to a winter wonderland. I loved seeing it but I didn't sleep well so I couldn't really enjoy the beauty. I don't like to be cold it hurts me to the bones. Which brings me to the results of my recent pet scan. Why can't the cancer just go away. The spots that were hot last time went down, but other spots lit back up. It's like a game. Remember operation when if you touched the sides with the metal it would buzz. Well that's what I feel like the guy lying there just waiting to buzz. This is when I miss Mike the most when I get the news and he isn't there to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright. Now I depend on my doctor to give me reassurance which he is great about doing. How could I ever get another doctor. I am starting to feel a little better so I think I will go to the show with Debbie. Get out of my funk. Pick myself up brush myself off and get back into the big bad world. I need to catch up with some old friends too.