PRESENT

OK walked the mountain today. It took me a little longer than usual. All I could think about was Mike. I have to find a way to put my head somewhere else. I think I should take up a hobby, but I don't know what I am interested in. God I sound so pathetic. I did find out that I can stay in my house a little longer. So that's a good thing. Probably because, I still haven't figured out were I want to live. Once again it sounds so pathetic. I did get my hair colored and made myself more of a blonde.Though I don't really think blondes have more fun. I hope I get some kind of sign to lead me in the right direction. Maybe better luck tomorrow. I am going to have a glass of wine and not think so much.