Right now I could say that everything is alright. That I have my life back together. I would be lying. Mike isn't here and it makes me depressed. It is Easter tomorrow and I don't care because he isn't coming back to me. He isn't even going to show his face. The thing is why can't we just spend time with the one we loved so deeply that it burns to think of that person. Most of the time I can just smile and look at his picture and go on about my day. Now I sit here by myself and wonder what it would be like to have his arms wrapped around me. He suffered just like Jesus, I wish he too could be resurrected. Time goes by but my over whelming love for him does not. I would so much just love to kiss him again, hold him again, make love to him again. I would love to look in his eyes and feel the love that poured out of them. Nobody has loved me the way he did and no one will ever will. God bless you Mike you were more than a man.
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