Present

I decided to climb to the top of the mountain and enjoy the view to write my blog. I'm trying to get back to a healthy state of mind body and soul. The weather is beautiful and it just feels right. I heard that someone I know who just lost there spouse from cancer is moving on with there life. I want to say don't judge them. I have been in there shoes and I want to tell everyone that cancer is a very ugly beast. It not only sucks the life out of the person it's killing, but it sucks the life out of the people around them too. So what ever it takes to climb back into the living is a fight. Trust me when I say we are all tired of the struggle to find a normal balance. For those of you who have never experienced this just try to be supportive who are forced into this hell please be kind. I just felt I had to say something. I know I never asked for this and I'm just try to make the best of all that doesn't make sense out of life.