Present

Today opened my eyes. I always think that a ray of sunshine is going to sneak through, then it happens. That really dark cloud floats over and reality strikes again. I need to write a book titled The Widows Handbook. It would teach women that the year after your husbands death there are so many people that will take advantage of your vulnerability. That it can be very cruel and to trust no one. Especially the ones that act like there doing things in your best interest. Snakes. Mike always hated snakes. I'm glad he is not here to witness. Once I get through this small hurdle I will let you know the things I don't tell. Sometimes you have nothing to lose.