Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Happiness
I have found that I have to stop trying to figure out what makes people happy. I think I'm doing the right thing, but in my world what ever move I make effects someone negatively. At times I wish I could be more like my mom. She has lived 35 years without someone she could vent to or share her feelings. Someone that would hold her when things were tough. I wish I didn't show my emotions on my sleeve. I suppose then I could never disappoint anyone. Life, I guess would be easier. Maybe if I had a Lobotomy it would suppress my emotions. Who am I kidding. All I can do from here on out is smile.
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And that's what makes us all different. :)
ReplyDeleteAt this point in your life, be selfish and do things that make YOU happy! I know you're a "pleaser" and want others to be happy, but dammit, you deserve to be as well!
Smile and get ready to enjoy Europe with Alex. My trip a few years back with my dad will go down as the single greatest bonding experience in my life. Too bad it came at such a later time in both of our lives, but I wouldn't have traded it for the world!
Both of you will cherish it!
Thank you as I read tears came down my eyes. God bless.
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