PRESENT

So much time has gone by since I have awaken next to Mike. It has become ordinary now, but still isn't comfortable. I am able to function on a daily basis without blame. I try to focus just on the day, not the past or the future. It seems to be working. I don't try to control the things that can't be controlled. That is a very hard thing for a control freak. I enjoy just standing outside watching the rain, or the clouds floating through the sky. I don't spend time hating things, but to love them for what they are. Not to dwell on the negative and embrace the positive. My mom is going to be 90 years old in August. I look at her for guidance even though she has no clue that I do. She is a pillar of strength and poise. She just enjoys life and her children. She is one of the luckiest women I know. Her children, grandchildren, and greatgrandchildren, love her and admire her. She is truly beautiful inside and out. She is my role model. Have a wonderful day hug someone you love.