PRESENT

I'm sure most of you that followed my blog have vanished. Maybe that was my intention. Sometimes when you recieve only negeative feedback on things that don't matter it time to leave the spotlight. I left my life in Arizona and started a new one in St. Louis. The transition was not easy. after a few months I started to settle in and felt good about my life. Working out eating right and socializing the right amount. I'm writing again because I feel I'm slipping back into a dark hole. I don't like it. I shouldn't be here in this hole. I rescued a beautiful little puppy. We named her Penny Lane. I loved the fact that Mike would never pass a penny without making a silent wish and putting it in his shoe. Isn't funny how little things that people did could make such a powerful impact. My kids are great and so is my family. We enjoyed a wonderful Thanksgiving. I don't know if it's the holidays coming up, the cold weather, or the fact that the doctors have me on a new medicine because my old medicine wasn't working and my cancer was back. Maybe one of the side effects are deprecion. I will try my best to snap out of this funk before it gets the best of me. So for the few who have periodically stayed with me. I just want to tell you I'm OK for now. I will push through the holidays. After the first of the year I have another Pet Scan which will let me know if the cancer has gone back into hiding, For now I will hold on tight and keep in touch.