Here I am.

It's been a while. Yes I'm still here and doing fairly well. I still am fighting my cancer. You know tricking the little bugger into not killing me. I'm in my home and enjoying the freedom of having your own place to call home. I have my dog Penny back from my daughter Alex who still lives in Minnesota. I'll leave this month for a couple of weeks to visit my daughter Jenni her husband Jeff and the twins Walker and Georgia. They are such a beautiful family and I cherish my relationship with them. My son was able to come home from Michigan for the last 5 days. I love my time I spend with Bobby. He sometimes gives me little glimpse of the wonderful life I had with Mike. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of him and the love we had for each other. I have tried so many things to fill the gap of his loss. It is a battle I will never be able to do. He is such a large presence in our lives that can never be replaced. I have said to myself stop trying, just live in the present. I really don't know if anyone follows my blog but I write for my own self being. So if I can help anyone else get through a day I'm happy.