Present

Hello what a great morning. It could only be better if the sun was shining and the temperature was around 70 degrees. I had a date last night with a very nice man. He seemed very genuine. We had a lovely dinner at a small Italian restaurant that I'm friends with the owner. Apt 2 in kirkwood excellent food and atmosphere. We talked we laughed ate and drank. The evening ended nicely without any presumptions. I am pretty sure he will ask me out again, but you never know. Like I said before I'm just trying to live in the present not the past. I always have my children in mind when I make my choices. I also suppose Mike has a hand in the decisions I make too. Really how could he not. For those of you who have lost someone dear to you, don't you always feel that they never completely leave. Time does pass and you except things a little easier. Like I said in the past I'm not angry anymore. Not with my health, not with my love, and not with myself. Life is very good to me. I have a beautiful homey home. I have three incredible children that are independent and trustworthy. Now I have two amazingly funny full of life gorgeous grandchildren. That are lucky enough to have a great family surrounding them. I'm going to see them next week. I'll send pictures. It's been a while since I've done that.
I would just like to give a big hug to an amazing, kind, gentle, women who helped me survive Mikes passing. She too has been struck with breast cancer and has gone through surgery. Connie my love thoughts and prayers go out to you and your children. Love you much.