Present

Just got back from the doctor. I receive a shot once a month in my stomach. I don't really know what it is called, but it helps rebuild the bones. I can't tell you most of the drugs I take. I just take them to stay alive. So far they have been doing the job and that is all I care about. It's been raining here for the last couple of days which  makes for one to be lazy. One thing about living on the west coast compared to the Midwest is time tends to drag here am lustily. I try to read more, unfortunately I have a wondering not focused  mind. I will reveal something about myself. My memory is very choosy as in sometimes I don't remember sections of my past at all. Mostly the times in my late teens and my early twenties. Someone from my past that I dated for a few months, when I was around nineteen, inquired about me. As much as I would like to jar my memory, I absolutely don't remember. He indicates that we were quite close. I'm embarrassed in thinking I don't remember. What is wrong with me that those years of my life are so vague. It's funny that  I can remember my childhood very well. Growing up with neighborhood friends and brothers, sisters. Playing until it was dark outside. Only to be forced to come inside. This is all very clear.  I don't understand my mind. Half the time I don't understand anything. I guess I'm not very logical, but is anyone really. Have to run taking my niece and nephew to see the new movie The Great and Powerful Oz. taking in a little fantasy world.