Another day another piece of shit put on my plate. I thought last night I had pulled a muscle on my right side. I went to Physical Therapy and Occupational therapy today.  The PT therapist after doing a lot of evaluation didn't think that it was muscle related at all. She believed that maybe I might have fractured a small part of bone in my thoracic area. Back to pain management. Sometimes I am so scared because I am my own patient advocate. Always second guessing every move I make.  I'm trying to keep calm and stress free through it all.  Maybe drugs and alcohol is the way to go.