I went to see my Oncoligist today.  This time I wrote down all the symptoms that came back. Some of them are so bizarre that sometimes I don't believe them myself. Like the top of my left hand and the back of my skull itch all the time, but there is no rash. Last night I couldn't open my right eye. I wasn't quite sure if I was dreaming that happened, but I do know that the left side of my lower face was numb. I'm not sure what is happening I just know it is.  They have scheduled a spinal tap or lumbar puncture on Tuesday. They want to see if the cancer is in the spinal fluid. Please I am putting it out in the universe that it is not. Every prayer helps. I know a lot of you read this blog in the shadows because it monitors how many hits there are. I'm just asking that you pray with me on this one. It really isn't my time to go.