Today I woke up in terrible pain in my back. All I could think of how am I going to get up out of this bed and wrap my head around a spinal tap at 9:15. You have to remove yourself from your own body and just do it. So I got up put my feet on the ground cried a little bit and had Bobby drive me to the hospital. After talking to the doctor she said it was ok to take some vicodine. I popped 10 mgs in and started the prep for the spinal tap.  I had to lay on my stomach which wasn't easy to do in pain. She told me that the shots to numb the area where the needle goes in was going to hurt the most. She was so right. Long story short because of the holiday I won't get the results until Monday. That's one long weekend. If you have faith please pray that I don't have cancer in my spinal fluid. That would be a very short life expectancy.  I have to much to live for.  Happy Thanksgiving everyone we have a lot to be thankful in this crazy world. Kiss and hug someone you love.