I couldn't wait for the doctor office to call me so I left a message this morning.  My heart pounded as I looked at my phone ringing with the doctors number. How does one answere a call that could possibly tell me I have months to live. I choose to say morning Jane, Dr. Naughton's nurse. When she gave me the news that the test came back negative that there was no sign of cancer in the fluid. I cried uncontrollably. Today even though I'm still in pain it's time to celebrate. I called my children and gave them the good news. It's kind of funny how you celebrate even though the cancer is still killing you. It's just not killing you as fast.  Thank you God.