PRESENT

I have been laying in bed for the last couple of hours wishing I could sleep the night away. I got wonderful news today my nephew had a baby girl. I wish I could hold her. The human touch is so precious. I long to be held and feel the warmth of another. My children are older now, but the thing I look forward to the most is the hug from my kids, because I know it is real and pure. Especially when baby Huey gets home he is so big I will feel so small in his arms. I will feel safe again. My surgery has left me a little depressed. I know it is do to all the chemicals in my body. I really need to take yoga classes to flush all those toxins out. I was able to get some things accomplished today. That is always positive. I think I'll leave on that note. Mike I still constantly think about you were ever you are I hope your happy.