Present

I'm sober now you'll be happy to know.Not that I am intoxicated that much.  I mean for heaven sakes it is 7:40 am. I haven't really kept in contact with my blog for a couple of years. Gratefully I'm still here to fill you in. Mike has been gone now for about 2 and a half years. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of him and wish that he was still here with me. I guess that's pretty typical for a widow. I have had some real set backs with my cancer lately. They as in the doctors can't seem to get it under control. I'll explain all that later I'm a fighter so I have plenty of time. I'm building a house so I'm pretty busy with that. Hardest is keeping that budget in line. I have become a grandmother which I go by the name Gigi. It doesn't make me feel so old. You are probably wondering why I have come back to my blog. One of the reasons is that my therapist is moving to the Caribbean. You will be my new outlet.