Present

Tomorrow I guess I should call my doctors. Find out what they have in store for me. Can't be good. I know I'm running on borrowed time now. It's just that I feel so good. I'm in the best shape of my life yet this thing is eating me inside. I tried working on the house today. Did I tell you I'm rehabbing a house. When it's done it should be beautiful. I miss not having a place to call home. Mike would be proud I think. Debbie my sister has been amazing taking on such a task. Especially what she has been through after the last couple of months. She was diagnosed with kidney cancer. Can you believe it. The same thing that killed Mike and my Dad. Luckly they caught it early and took the kidney out. Then she had to go through back fusion surgery. Shit how does one stay sain. I'm lucky she is ok. I couldn't survive without her.