MOMENTS

I woke up at 4 this morning realizing I hadn't taken the pill that is helping me stay alive. I went downstairs and took it. Made me think how timeless my life has become. I couldn't sleep so stayed up watching TV, but mostly thinking about Mike's doctor visit today. He gets his scans back and I am worried. His blood labs were good yesterday so that is a positive sign. He hadn't been producing blood for the last week or so. They had to give him 4 units when he was in the hospital last week. They think maybe he had a mysterious infection. Who knows sometimes they just don't. I guess I will get ready now. Here comes the stress again. Damn this cancer and everything about it!!!!!