moments

It's Monday and today we will make appointments with Doctors. Dr. S pain management doctor and Dr. G oncologist. Mike didn't have a great weekend got around the house a little bit,but not to much. He doesn't talk much or respond to what you have to say. I hope it is from him mending and not depression. Even though no one would blame him. I did have my family over for dinner last night. Hoping that a little social activity would do him well. I was wrong. He didn't eat much and just went to bed. Life isn't the same in our house anymore. People use to love visiting and it would go into the late night, not anymore. It is so sad. Sometimes I just want to cry out of self pity. Snap out of it Jeanette I would whisper to myself and continue on.